Throughout the semester, I try to make sure I am always reading
at least one non-academic book at a time. During finals week I always try find
one really good book to carry me through the chaotic week. This book,
had been sitting on my shelf for over a year and I’ve been
waiting for the perfect time to read it. A number of friends had recommended it
and told me how powerful the author’s message was. The main theme of the book
is gratitude, so I found the timing to be perfect both reflecting on another monotonous
year of graduate school and also preparing for my month long trip into the
unfamiliar. One of the questions Ann Vaskomp presents in a variety of ways
throughout the book is, “How do I live a life penetrated by grace, gratitude,
and joy in the midst of deadlines, debt, drama, and daily duties?” In her
search to live a more joyful life, Ann is challenged by a friend to come up
with a list of “one thousand gifts” in which she embraces daily blessings and
living joy in every situation that she experiences. The things included on her
list of one thousand gifts are nothing extravagant and include things like “mail in the
mailbox” and “forgiveness of a sister” and “toothless smiles.”
Like Ann, I want to be “grateful and happy, whether hands
full or empty” and as I begin my trip to India (tomorrow!!) I too, will be
creating a list of one thousand gifts and striving to embrace life with a thankful heart.
For me, one of the most salient things of Ann’s reflections was her mentioning
of the “ugly beautiful” which she describes as “counting the ugly as grace and
transfiguring the ugly in to beauty with thanks.” It would be naïve of me to think that every moment of my
experience to India will be full of sunshine and balloons. Working in the slums
of Delhi, I expect, to the extent that my ignorant mind is capable, for my
heart to be broken by the poverty and injustice. However, I hope
to discover the ugly beautiful and have a heart that is overflowing with joy.
P.S. I was sent this picture as a preview to where I’ll be
working. I found this little beauty to be completely stunning!

Hey Sarah, Wishing you many beautiful experiences as you travel to India!
ReplyDeleteLooking forward to having you share them with us! Love, Mom
Thanks for the well wishes and your encouragement, love, and support always!
DeleteHi Sarah I am a friend of your moms (Jacob's Mom) and I am praying for you while you are there doing God's work ! You are such a blessing ! I love what you wrote above it is just so beautiful ! Love this blog I see you have her humor ! Thank you for sharing , Leslie Deering and family
ReplyDeleteHi Leslie! My mom has told me so much about Jacob--she loves him and he sounds like such a cutie!! Thanks for reading and also for your kind words!
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